Honestly, something has happened to me over the last few months and I have no idea how the heck it occurred. I started liking dresses, not being afraid to wear color and even purchased some skirts and heels. What in he heck? I know, my mom almost fell over in surprise. So what happened? Heck if I know. Somehow or other though, I learned to love myself and be comfortable with who I am now, not what I dream of being.
I cannot tell you how stifled I used to be with constant feelings of what everyone “might” be thinking about me. This mentality though left me wearing all black for most of my adult life. As if I was in mourning for what I could be. Sometime after completing the surrogacy though, it all changed and now I have the confidence to just be me. I won’t be winning any beauty competitions or anything, but I am a beautiful woman and see that now. All of us are. I guess it just took doing something extraordinary to show me that all I had to do was let go and embrace who I wanted to be.
You know what? I found out that I love fashion. I love to put different styles together and I actually really love color! Although, I still do not like the color pink LOL. So, I started a new site called “Not a Supermodel” to help celebrate my new found love of fashion, to help encourage other women to love their bodies and to share tips on how to dress a curvier frame. I’d love it if you stopped by and checked it out!
Have you learned to be comfortable in your own skin and rock your inner “hot chick”?